Invisible

Beastboy sat in his room thinking about the new song on the radio he had just heard. ‘That song is totality like me and my friend.’ Beastboy sighed ‘yeah she just my friend that all. She’d never like me like that’ Beastboy thought about the words and how they were just like his life. He sighed again. The words continue to play inside his head, breaking his heart in to two. Thinking about how true the words were so true.
~ Whatcha doing tonight,
I wish I could be a fly on your wall,
are you really alone?
Who's stealing your dreams? ~  
Beastboy thought about how she always acted around him. ‘I do so much for her, I try to make her smile everyday and what do I get? Not even a thank you card.’
~ Why can't I breathe you into my life?
So tell me what would it take to make you see that I'm alive? ~
       Beastboy looked at the picture frame on his desk it was of the team when they first build the tower. He smiled remembering why He loved it so much. It was the only picture of her smiling.
~ If I was invisible,
then I could just watch you in your room.
If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight.
If hearts were unbreakable
then I could just tell you where I stand.
I would be the smartest man.
If I was invisible, wait, I already am. ~
       He had tried many times to get her to notice he was there but each time he had failed.
~ saw your face in the crowd.
I call out your name.
You don't hear a sound.
I keep tracing your steps.
Each move that you make.
Wish I could read what goes through your mind.
Oh baby wish you could touch me,
with the colors of your life.
        He thought how many times she had hurt and he did nothing, and the times when he did help but she even care? He realized he would rather die then live without her. But he wanted her to know he would be always there. He felt like a freak. ‘She doesn’t deserve me, I’m not strong or smart or handsome and according to her I’m not even funny.  
~ If I was invisible, (Yeah)
then I could just watch you in your room.
If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight.
If hearts were unbreakable then I could just tell you where I stand.
I would be the smartest man.
If I was invisible wait,
I already am. ~
        They had a couple of moments together and he would always cherish them forever. He wished that he could actually sleep at night instead thinking of ways he was going to impress her the next day. He got up and walked out of his room. He slowly walked down the hall to the kitchen getting a glass of water and slowly returned to his room. While walking back there, she also was walking down the hall. He looked up at her. “Hey.” He said knowing he wouldn’t get much back. She looked up and said “Hello Beastboy. Are you ok?” she asked noticing his not so hyper mood. “Yeah, fine.” He muttered. As continue to walk down the hall. ‘If she only knew.’

~I'd make you mine tonight;
(Invisible) I'd make you mine tonight.
I reach out you don't even see me.
(No you don't, No you don't)
Even when I scream out baby,
you don't hear me (You don't hear me)
I am nothing without you just a shadow passing through. ~
Back in his room he glanced up and saw the scrapbook he made. He picked it up and flipped through the pages looking at everyone. A lot of pictures were of her, which unfortunately for him, he'd usually get hurt after he took them. She was gorgeous. He loved her with all his heart and yet he felt so invisible to her.
~ Invisible, Invisible, Invisible
If I was invisible,
(Yeah) then I could just watch you in your room.
If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight.
If hearts were unbreakable then I could tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man.
If I was invisible, If I was invisible, If I was invisible
wait, I already am~
Beastboy stopped looking at the pictures. He was about to go watch T.V. or find something to do, when he heard a soft knock. He slowly walked to the door and opened it. On the ground was a note. He slowly began to read it.

Dear Beastboy,
Are you sure you’re feeling ok? I just wanted to make sure you were okay. You just didn’t seem like yourself today, not mention you stayed in you room for most of the day. Oh, by the way thank you for the tea this morning. It was really thoughtful. I hope you know that I really do appreciate all you do for me. You’re the only one that seems to notice me when ever I feel 'invisible'.  Thanks again. You really are a true friend. Anyways see you at dinner. (I hope Star’s not making it. :S)
                                   Love your friend,
                                        Raven